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You gave me the longest hug in my life
And said don't kill it.
I ran, ran and ran
And didn't look back
I've tried to kill it thou,
But I made it worst.
I'm always making everything worse.
Or maybe I shouldn't use the word always,
Maybe it's my self-diagnosed BPD,
I've tried to change it,
I'm trying.
Where are u?
I came back to you after 1000 years,
But you weren't there,
You were gone forever.